22/07/2025 i've thought about it and today i accepted there is a limit on my art probably like a level of sincerity missing bcz i am so irony poisoned computer poisoned maybe westernized or something no ground i got noooo grouuuundddd there is a cap on my art like i can only regurgigate whatever the word is eventually i am accepting this. derivative. umm... many words... i have none of my mind