03/06/2024 happy. pride month. i forgot to write an entry for may entirely it seems. my friend brought up my diary yesterday (he will probably read this hi) and that day i was like wow~was i really losing it like that~no way and now im feeling the dread again a bit. its really unfortunate that the only times i write my diary is when i feel dread so i look like im always struggling. its not true most days i am okay. i guess it cant be helped, but rn i am feeling a dread again. i feel like i should do something and be normal and live a happy life away but i dont know what to expect or what to do. i think i am always unhappy in school no matter what and its been shit!!!!!!! eventually i will be