04/02/2024 i think these diary entries are just monthly atp lol. been confronting art brain again but nothing came of it. hedonism beating my ass as in i dont care abt anything rn i just want to draw whats on my mind like a hamster in a wheel or tunnel vision? its hetalia im talking about. transformative work. fanart. etc. like carrot on a stick for me. shit ass brain fandom brained whatever whatever... thats all.